When Satan works his works, he tells, me, "Yes, it is your body doing it, but your MIND allows it. The mind is the seat of your faith, and thus you are a failure."
But Satan is wrong. Sunday a radio show reminded me:
Your heart, not your mind. The mind takes in what the eyes send it. The mind and body are partners in dissolution.
But in my heart, I believe all I have been taught at the foot of Jesus. In my heart, the Holy Spirit prays, convicts, and awaits the moment that my heart takes the wheel long enough to join Him.
Because of my heart, as Oswalt Chambers said, prayer and supplication flow through me like breath and blood. I have sinned. But I have failed nothing, for my charge is to believe, and confess, and those things I do.
Many of you have prayed for me in my dark spell, and it is reaping rewards. Whether it means my head will be screwed on straight tomorrow morning, I can only hope. But I am on my feet again. I am leaning on a Strong Arm to do it, but I'm supposed to. Despite what my subconscious thinks, I'm not supposed to do it alone. I pray that the blessings come to me through your prayers return to you tenfold.
So here I came to kneel at the second most public place I could go. Just so you know, Jesus IS Lord. The one thing I have never lost sight of.
Now, to work on disciplining mind and body...